Competent, honest, politics in the face of climate change
Get enough personal funding for my parents to be taken care of.
Then build indie games for the rest of my life. Making single person RPGs. Where the stories can fill the void of my need to write novels. And the themes being a culmination of all the games I have played that had a role in guiding some sense of morality or drama. Such as the last mission on Halo Reach or the Mass Effect Trilogy, or Outer Wilds etc.
I’d want to compose, do the artwork, and the development for this, an all-out love letter to this form of storytelling. Spending years fine tuning every single detail as if it’s an elaborate sculpture. Details so small the crescendos of the OST, exactly match animations and playable cutscenes. All until, I feel I have reached a personal magnum opus, of the games released thus far.
And then say good bye. Moving on and living a simple life.
That’s really cool. You sound like one of my old roommates - he wanted to do the same type of games and do every part of making them.
Hope to run into some of them, some day. Has he gotten around to it yet?
I’m not sure! Last I saw he hooked up with some girl and moved back to Montana I believe.
To find a sexually compatible partner who I’m attracted to.
ugh same.
Sooo… Are you guys dating?
To stomp out Classism, Bigotry, Misogyny, and Racism, and just like, for fucking real, have everyone operating on an actually level playing field.
Defeat student debt young enough to quit being an engineer and try to be a writer.
Never gonna fucking happen. I’ll die with student loan debt
Being able to afford to the medical care I need, or to just die and get it over with.
I want to find a job that isn’t too much for me and pays well. The search has been on for ages and goes on.
Having fun and motivation for hobbies and personal projects again.
Try antidepressants.
Sadly I already do.
Try different ones. It took me three doctors until I finally found one who decided to give me an ADHD and bipolar drug instead of an antidepressant, and it worked (well, mostly. Works well enough that I can enjoy my hobbies again, and that’s something).
Ok interesting. It might be the same case for me, I will look into that. Though I have to say, that the current one helps me with overall anxiety.
So did the stuff I was originally on but it helped with nothing else.
Personally I’ve tried 3-4 different antidepressants and anxiety relief was a common effect (except Bupropion/Welbutrin, which made anxiety worse). So I wouldn’t stress it too much. Don’t be afraid to switch drugs and/or doctors if anxiety is the holdup.
To be someone’s pet dog. 🐶
Living without pain
I. Want. My. Oscar. This. Year.
Wolrdwide anarchy federations.
There’s big cliffs around my city, I want to be a dragon and sleep in the sun on top of the mountain. So far I haven’t found a way to do that 🤔
A world where humanity can explore its full potential without a constantly looming existential crisis.
For Bitcoin to go on another bull run and hit $1m. Hell, I’ll take $100k at this point.
