I appreciate you trying to help me. Thanks.
I do understand this basic crux of tackling any problem. Unfortunately, it is just difficult to execute and implement these things in real life without burning out.
I have mood disregulation and dopamine issues which make it a lot more difficult to follow through. While I work on that I wanted to also feel good about myself without letting it tie to how others perceive me. ( In terms of success ).
I guess, I can see what you are trying to say. I don’t disagree with what you are saying. But It doesn’t work for me specifically.
All my “achievements”(any that I value) have only been through blood and sweat, and that is partly one of the reasons I dread beginning something new - It will be that difficult all over again.
What I assume to be equal amounts of effort as anyone else, never usually results in the same outcomes. I spent a year to learn a language, and I am still A1. Now, A1 isn’t bad, but I really wanted to have learnt at least B1 by now. I know others who have done that.
I find it hard to find motivation day in and day out to do things everyday. I want to paste the Vaas meme here. I am enjoying the little things, but there is such existential anxiety that makes it difficult to enjoy even those.
So I can’t just like the process as it is either.
I am not sure, but I guess I have to change what my “process” is.
They suggested I could just come home and sit and watch my cats and… Just do nothing. I’m still working on that one.
That sounds so difficult for me. Sigh . Just do nothing… A voice in my head keeps telling me “You’ve wasted so much to me! Others would have finished so much work in this time”.
I know that I should be more kind to myself. I am more kind to myself than I used to be. We only get one life and I can’t hate myself in it - Others wouldn’t hate themselves, they would be really good at loving themselves! Lol
The sails are finally burning, but you should have enough time, within the blinks, to read this before the system breaks.
Checklist:
Though this last part has been more a one sided affair than I would like. He won’t listen to any rationalisations, and he describes our departure as “Decisive Indecision” and an “oversight of credible scientific methodology”, but the plan will move forward.
Maybe through his own learning – his prerogative, and his journey – he will understand us someday.
I wanted to hear your sing again, but we won’t get another opportunity like this. And to be fair, it will never be enough, no matter how many eternities we spend together or apart, I will always want to hear you sing. I am ok with this and I am happy for our lived lives and for our experiences. And while they can’t choose, I know our brothers and sisters feel this too.
Looks like Bhairav is beginning the shutdown procedure. The heat dissipation systems are being turned off… The heart engines are being brought offline… He’s opening the bay windows for the last time.
It’s beautiful. I love you. Godspeed.
This is a weirdo complaint but one thing I don’t like that some modern games keep doing is adding a lot of visual/texture noise by having a lot of details.
Hard Agree!
More != Good.
The added texture details really take away from the reverent, almost divine nature of the ancient forerunner structures in the OG. Walking through them felt like entering an old dusty century home, where everything had been neatly packed and covered with white sheets. It felt like a place that hadn’t been disturbed in a very very long time.
They also felt like they were made of advanced material technology.
I don’t know If I am reading too much into something the original creators never intended, but the art direction itself feels very lacking. It’s still too bright.
This just looks like halo infinite… Generic af. Not angry, people must have worked hard on it, but kind of disappointed.
Bastion, Hades. Basically all supergiantgames.
I’ve loved a lot of their newer games - especially Pentiment!
It was such breath of fresh air and so well written!
People are so easily swayed by hate that’s marketed towards them.
Anti-Indian has been such a recent phenomenon. Indians were a model minority only a few years ago. Lol. “Look at them! Why can’t you be like them!”
And don’t you dare compliment any chinese military gear on defence subreddits.
Even with muslims - It’s been recent, more in the past 30 years than ever before.
Fucking losers. Dunk on others to feel better about their own pathetic lives.
I want to go to sleep excited for the next day. I used to be motivated by my goals. But goals are hard to achieve and I haven’t felt happy in the past after reaching some of my goals.
I want to enjoy being me without having to work for it.
Thanks for your reply.
Why don’t you go back to your loser website then?
You’ve got a lot to choose from.
Odd that you’d try to stay in a place with “extremist left”.
I don’t understand tankies…
Like dude, it’s so clear russia and cccp are not left leaning! They are foremost self-serving!
This is like calling the Nazis left leaning because they had a few social policies.
Also, I mean I also like soviet aesthetics, it doesn’t mean that I am going to ass lick their authoritarian asses.
I am seeing open racism more than ever on reddit.
It probably has something to do with the type of crowd that reddit promotes. More controversial takes probably get boosted more because they draw more eyes for more time. They’re trying to copy Meta.
I know this.
I was wondering how to effectively separate my self-worth from the “Achievements”.
I want it to be the process, but I can’t seem to make it the process.
It works well as a form of motivation though, albeit slightly toxic.
Yeah, but it only works so much. Then it’s just a voice that’s bullying you.
People can surprise you. But weaning them might help.
Chris n Jack are hilarious!
Fun fact : Jack is Jack de sena - Voice actor of sokka from Avatar the Last Airbender.
They have cameos from other voice actors from the show as well in their skits.
I think that most people care enough that media is not entirely made up of AI. Even in the churn of cesspits like tiktok and instagram, where the fools circlejerk to hell, AI is generally not regarded well.
I think people still want people behind the wheel. I speaking out of my ass, but I think that we crave human interaction even when they are parasocial relationships.
Also I have heard that the National Guard are basically orange man’s provocation technique.
He wants the populace to attack them so that he can instate marshal law over the US.
God Speed to y’all.
I really want some of my niche subreddits. They’re like crack.
Obligatory fuck spez.
“Grammar rules set according to how my god is superior than yours!!”
You sound like a child, but I don’t think you are one. Lol.