This is so far from each other and also not helping the people in palestine in their horrible Situation. You are actually harming them by softening their role in this crisis. Its not Israel against Palestrina. Its the Israeligovermentt and Hamas against the people of Israel and Palestine.
But thats not even the choice. And you can easely be against the violence from the Israeli goverment without reproducing antisemite Propaganda from Hamas. Who where dominating the palestin people bevore it was cool by the way.
Lots of love. You are stronger than you know. If you ever Fall dont tell yourself to be a failure. You can stand up from falling and start walking again. Its not a test, its your life.
Its already a big win that you were able to get yourself out of this Situation. Focus on the good things you did to protect yourself. This is hard and its going to be hard again and again. Dont put yourself down for your thoughts. Keep an eye out for the small steps towards your goals.
There are lots nice people here. Try out different tips and find people who understand you. Sharing and community can be a really strong “skill”.
But you dont have to use a call for eradication of Israel. You can be for a free Palestine and a free Israel.