Life was never what I was told or taught.
Being misled brought decay.
If I was shown life honest,
Maybe things would have gone a different way.
…but for now Ill sit and wait for death.
Because freedoms something I never held.
Like many in a world like hell,
We weren’t able to express our dreams or excell.
That’s just a gift of luck to a chosen few,
By a god whose aim is not for you.
We sit in darkness humble, patient, waiting.
Only to realize our lives are for their taking.
It sucks to feel this way. For better or for worse, nothing lasts forever. Not even this. I hope something good comes your way soon. It sounds like you deserve it.