Let’s see… You recognize that you have been a less than great person in the past, but are wanting to become better. There is probably a specific person who has inspired you on this path. However, internally you feel pulled a lot of different ways and like you are not always consciously in control of yourself.
One of my characters is the nicest person I can possibly imagine. I figured I could use the practice.
Another one is a teenage half-orc barbarian who’s basically me at that age. It’s nice to remember the good and bad of that guy.
My latest character is a robot controlled by a crew of sapient alien bees. Good luck with that one, therapist.
Let’s see… You recognize that you have been a less than great person in the past, but are wanting to become better. There is probably a specific person who has inspired you on this path. However, internally you feel pulled a lot of different ways and like you are not always consciously in control of yourself.