Just wondering if others think the same.
The thing is though its Hard to not be blinded during vacation.
Vacation is just different than living at the place.
I have no experience whatsoever but here in germany I feel like I am missing out on life. I wonder how cool it would be just to be a dive instructor or working at animal sancuarys around the world.
I understand its not chill how it is on vacation working a bit and bbq and beers with the plebs. So much going on behind the scenes and the pay sucks. I wouldnt be able to live how I live now.
But maybe life doesnt have to be comfortable to be better and I should try it?
My job and pay here is just too good but not good enough to volunteer more in how I would like to. Money will run out eventuelly and then what?
I dont think I should be living from vacation to vacation at the same time 80% of the humans dont even have this luxery I have…
No, I am finally living in a city I like, without moving. It grew up around me.
To you, I would say YES try a change if you are feeling stuck. Maybe you like it, maybe you don’t but it gives you a better idea, maybe you figure out the problem is you and follows you. None of these seem worse than just feeling stuck, and wondering.