Just wondering if others think the same.
The thing is though its Hard to not be blinded during vacation.
Vacation is just different than living at the place.
I have no experience whatsoever but here in germany I feel like I am missing out on life. I wonder how cool it would be just to be a dive instructor or working at animal sancuarys around the world.
I understand its not chill how it is on vacation working a bit and bbq and beers with the plebs. So much going on behind the scenes and the pay sucks. I wouldnt be able to live how I live now.
But maybe life doesnt have to be comfortable to be better and I should try it?
My job and pay here is just too good but not good enough to volunteer more in how I would like to. Money will run out eventuelly and then what?
I dont think I should be living from vacation to vacation at the same time 80% of the humans dont even have this luxery I have…
I definitely live in the wrong place. I finally found “my place” in Berlin and then I lost my job. Now I live in southern Germany, where everything is impossibly pretty and people aren’t weird enough (and all events start with a Catholic service). Although my ear specialist does have the alien from The Thing hanging on the wall.