I think it’s the weather and I’m not kidding.

We are being assailed by huge amounts of pollen and the temps and rainfall are so unpredictable. It’s all tiring.

The economy and a prevailing negative zeitgeist does not help.

I am doing this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aae_RHRptRg my little yard is full of orchids and beautiful perfumes, so many flower buds, chillies are growing and I can hear the blackbirds sing