Probably one of the few situations I wpuld actually support the death penalty.

Eventually people get tired of being pushed around. You might not feel that way if you were in a similar situation.

Stop, oh no, I helped this monster grow into something we can’t control. Don’t do it. Anyways…

I wouldnt say it’s something you can’t or even shouldn’t do. But if it’s making you feel bad, take a step back and ask yourself why it makes you feel that way. Keep in mind, people with ADHD often have issues with low self-esteem. That goes double if you’ve had an kind of trauma. You should be kinder to yourself about these feelings you are having.

^This

OP spooked it good. Next time announce yourself when you come into the room and this shouldn’t happen. Also, do all that other stuff commenter’s are recommending, but mostly the annoucing yourself.

Dating is not fun. It wasn’t fun in my 20s. And if I had to do it in my mid thirties, God have mercy on my soul.

The only advice I can give you is to put yourself in situations where you meet people. You don’t have to go out looking for a relationship to find it.

I think its better to just find like minded people to do activities with, and eventually you will find someone who likes you, and you mesh with.

The road to that place is long and sucks ass, but you’ll get there.

As for the suicidal ideation, I’ve also been there. Go out and exercise, and touch the grass, socialize with other people, and if you drink, stop doing it so much. But, also, get enough sleep! That is easier said than done, I know.

Once I started getting enough sleep, trying to set a bedtime for myself, and if necessary, drug myself with sleep aids to go to sleep, my suicidal ideation pretty much disappeared.

Now, if you do all that and you’re still having suicidal ideation, see a therapist if you can. Best of luck, life is hard.

Yeah, he came to do a rally where I live, and my first thought was, man, I don’t want to be within 5 miles of that douchesnozzel.

I was not being passive aggressive. Just made an assumption.

I need to be babysat, otherwise, how do I know what to do? And trust me, you do not want me working on whatever I just find interesting.

I don’t know what OPs partners pronouns are. But is that really relevant to the discussion?

Dude, you know none of that is real right?

Yeah, doesn’t that sound insane to you? Hey, sacrifice your kid for me… ope, just kidding bro, here’s some meat for being an obedient little bitch.

They don’t care about racial purity. It’s always about power.

Yeah, dude didn’t learn his lesson with the distracted driving.

There was a printing shop where I used to live. This was back in 2017ish. I lived there 3 years, and would walk by it all the time bcz i lived close by. I never saw a single customer go in there in the three years I lived there. They were money laundering.

It sounds like your partner isn’t willing to meet you halfway. Relationships are about compromise, which you are trying to do. She does not seem to be willing to compromise in the other direction, and understand that you have what is essentially a disability. I also have adhd, and it sometimes causes issues in my relationship. But my partner and I both try really hard to compromise and be supportive of eachother. Your partner is not doing that. You might consider having a frank conversation about how she isn’t reciprocating to your needs, and expects you to do what she wants only. That’s not a healthy relationship.

Except the old testament, God constantly wants pepple to sacrifie their kids, stone people to death, etc. He’s not a nice dude.

The war paint began to run with our sweat… but the samples, they were another matter. They stood no chance.

Having someone around that’s as close as a family member more than makes up for that.

Wtf, who bombs a fucking prison…